GREY EP

by yungtopaz

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Entirely created by NoVember

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released January 3, 2017

Produced, mixed, and written by NoVember
"Gloomy" mixed by Proficient Prophet

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Track Name: Depression
It's January, only the second best month for depression
Expressive, second-guessing my options, toxic and heavy
These people are petty, I grind em down to spaghetti
Then chop they heads of with Samurai Jack's machete
You idiots too friendly, you fail to cease the wreckage
That's why I keep my distance from these testers
I just observe at all these decaying, opposing weapons
And question my presence

Never have I been so mentally screwed in my life
My mind is interrogating me if I'll survive
You can catch these hands or these flaming bullets like Jerry Rice
And then you realize that my power's no surprise

Stay away, stay away, I'm just try'na run away
Everybody's gonna die to or someday
Don't let this January start on a Maunday
Wait a minute, I think I ran the wrong way

Gonna see, gonna thrive
Is it me, or my sight?
It is me, I'mma try
Then back away in the night
Gotta be, your demise
Momma see, Momma lies
Try to leave, don't you cry
Or punch a hole in your eye

Stay awake, eat some food to get over the pain
Go to the corner store, a beer'll wash it away
Go to sleep, I bet having your eyes closed'll help
And then I wake up, so depressed, I need help

What's wrong with my mental state? It's fond for a fickle fate
I long just to pick a safe, and bombs, open fire, WAIT
Cost all my pens and rage to offer this mixtape, thanks
Fall for a brother's ways, boss in it for a day
Minime, awful to pick my case
Raunchy, I live and hate, the posse is never baked
Awful, appreciate my bossy collegiates
Shots at your sickened fate, job not to disengage

Intro to January, second pessimistic decisions
Take me on different missions to end this roller coaster
That hovers over my woven shoulders, I need a four leaf clover
No, no, this soldier is open for combat
I'll strike Ike and Mike for a beautiful wife in a pair of jeans
So tight, it cuts off the circulation and limitations
That a human body can intake, this is not fair to me
This is the number one, such a bummer that they're to see
I'm so controlled by the media, need to tell me
If my order of a redbone or chocolate caught a flight
To my address, add the rest of these haters combined in a cemetery
Since Larry and Jerry very scared of a brother's promise
To his grave, message engraved in rolling stones
My temptations are facing death penalties from enemies
Who happen to rap so I get dissed over multiple track listings
I'm abilities back to existence, listen

Shake and break my intake of racist views
The demented black adolescence is introduced
My soul feels like it's been abused
Produced this doom upon fools
I'm tired of living, sick of people dissing my vision
I am the villain, killing every pessimist and
End your forgiveness, Merry Christmas is done and finished
I have witnessed the biggest upset upon these millions

I like how ludicrous, people thinking it's regal
For medieval, deceitful skulls to get poked with a needle
Cerebral destruction, something's coming rough and rugged
Tough as nails, puff and fails, lucky lemons lie
Women lime, not enough time to rhyme in this sentence
Heavens open up for me and thine shall be finished
Crime in these lyrics pop minds when I'm lifted
Top notch, rocked, shcoked and die when I pick it
Track Name: Leave Me Alone
Leave me alone, just give me a microphone
A drum set, keyboard, bass, and a xylophone
Keep the black narcissist as the unknown
Thoughts of my AK, and will to kill, Al Capone
So individual, depression reached the pinnacle
Criminalistic piece of vintage never biblical
No communications, my patience is limited
The amount of my uncontrolled attitude's infinite
Trapped in the walls, submerging every single bar
Elders with cigars, attempting to speak from the heart
No one in my diameter, I'll attack like a shark
Coming from the Fall Leaf with the heart birthmark
Far from magnanimous, I'm so ravenous
Try me, I'll end up kicking your Gluteus Maximus
Hip hop heads voted unanimous
Your disbelief in this rap god is blasphemous
Writing laborious rhythms to present
They criticize my generation of adolescents
This segment's dedicated to my legend
I'm the regal emperor compared to these peasants
Nafarious negro plotting to murder
You and me got more beef between than hamburgers
Be amazed by my musical masterworks
Most likely to perish slowly, come afterwards
Leave me alone, let my cry in this corner
And get depressed and shit while people look at me in horror
I'm not tired of emotional torture
I want nothing, no order
No maybe, in between, no contemplation on the scene
I don't want chocolate booties to smoke on that gasoline
I don't even want a chance to be all over magazines
I don't wanna be the hero to alleviate machines
Let me go through these stages of a depressed individual
Allow me to shun those who stack excessive residuals
These principles can get slapped with my principles
I am a criminal, apocalyptic imbecile
Track Name: Gloomy
So gloomy, I think I need a jacuzzi
So depressive, that I'm longing for an Uzi
I'm the most underrated absolutely
These bitches want the Gucci or the Louis, this is truly
So gloomy, and these bitches do not do me
So excessive, and I'm killing every fool, see
I'm the blackened African, and I am ruthless
Try me once again, and I knock your mouth toothless

Back again, back again, depressed and African
Packing these gats, it's a fact that I'd rather win
Racks on the racks has vanished from mental sight
This is tonight, I'll creep on you at midnight
Invite my disloyalty
I see a lady who's lovely
Do not approach her cause she don't fuck with me
Rough and so rugged, I'm loving and struggling
This is so stupid, to sit in this corner
But then again, I am just by myself, loners
Do not get the girls, they do not get closer
The world around them just gets colder
It feels like I carry boulders on my shoulders
And when I say, Kill me, they think I'm a joker
I'm a negro, who's so mediocre
Damn, I really wish my mom was sober

So gloomy, I think I need a jacuzzi
So depressive, that I'm longing for an Uzi
I'm the most underrated absolutely
These bitches want the Gucci or the Louis, this is truly
So gloomy, and these bitches do not do me
So excessive, and I'm killing every fool, see
I'm the blackened African, and I am ruthless
Try me once again, and I knock your mouth toothless

Do not fuck with the flipped side A
I bet I could make your bitch vibrate
Hit you with that six five eight
If I wasn't caught up in this shit, I'd wait
Boorish, important, and louder than sirens
I am the one howling like a lycan
Stomping on houses, like Attack on Titan
I am more dominant than the old Vikings

So gloomy, I think I need a jacuzzi
So depressive, that I'm longing for an Uzi
I'm the most underrated absolutely
These bitches want the Gucci or the Louis, this is truly
So gloomy, and these bitches do not do me
So excessive, and I'm killing every fool, see
I'm the blackened African, and I am ruthless
Try me once again, and I knock your mouth toothless
Track Name: Scenario #1
Sadness mumbles these upheld, immortal beings
I see madness every time I turn on the TV
Your dignity's pretty smaller than Fiji
I'll crush your soul like it's a Kiwi
Blackened alleyways replace my darkness
Why did that bitch have to be heartless?
I'll be so sad regardless
I wanna be tried, to turn someone to a carcass

This girl has declined my opportunity to treat her well
Now I'm wishing my life could repel, what the hell
Sometimes, I feel like my brain's been expelled
I'm getting bad grades in English cause I misspell
Every single word, why am I so awkward
Doofuses been conquered, my bothered, negative slurs
Immersed into a dimly lit abyss of shadows
Never again will I fall for bad hoes

Tired of being rejected, I've been neglected and left behind
The solar system to my feelings is left behind
I'm so ballistic, sadistic, realistic mistresses
Are ridiculous, villainous and so rigorous
I'm gonna commit, you just won't know when
The lightning strikes upon humanity, and my life ends
I'm depressed, stressed out, and so afraid
Don't you dare think people ain't depressed every day